I wonder if I peaked in high school

All my friends say I'm better off

but do they know what I do?

Spending all my time online with nobody to talk to

'Cause they all felt like they moved on

While I've been stuck here writing songs about

The shit I would've done if I went to college

I'd have new friends and think about them way less often

Feeling way less guilt for the stress I put on my parents

The way they're waiting on success to feel assurance

That their son didn't fuck it up

I don't regret a thing I've done

But that don't mean I can't go on

A trip down memories that I won't ever have

No, I don't think I've made mistakes

But I know damn well things have changed

Yet in my heart I feel the same, is this what's next?

Hope there's more left

I wonder if they think about me

They'd always say how nothing would change

But that ain't how it came to be

I bet they think I got it easy, if only they talked to me

I'd tell them how bad this year's been

How moving on to harder things isn't as bad as staying still

I wish I was better

I know I treated people wrong, apologize to whoever

But I know if they really liked me, they'd still remember

To send a message every once in a while, but never

Not for a lot of months

I don't regret a thing I've done

But that don't mean I can't go on

A trip down memories that I won't ever have

No, I don't think I've made mistakes

But I know damn well things have changed

Yet in my heart I feel the same, is this what's next?

I don't regret a thing I've done

But that don't mean I can't go on

A trip down memories that I won't ever have

No, I don't think I've made mistakes

But I know damn well things have changed

Yet in my heart I feel the same, is this what's next?

Hope there's more left

Hope there's more

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