Always in my head, but I never know
Always had a vision, but I never show
Always had a heart 'til I had it broke
My friends want me around, but I'm out alone
My mama always calls when I'm on the phone
I'll call her when I have it on my schedule

So fuck if I'm the problem
Not like I could solve them
I don't wanna live with the consequence of winning

I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying
Wanna believe it, but I can't keep lying
Thought about breathing, but I'm undecided
It's harder to smile, but I can't keep crying

So what's another plane, another bus over to Phoenix?
What's thе point of dreaming if I never gеt to sleeping?
What's the point of love
if I don't ever get to keep it?
(No, I can't fight it, I can't fight it)
Is it really living if I never find the meaning?
Is it really growing if I always hit the ceiling?
Thought I was above it, yet somehow I'm in between it

So fuck if I'm the asshole
I just wanna get home
Asking for direction, but nobody can answer

I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying
Wanna believe it but I can't keep lying
Thought about breathing, but I'm undecided
It's harder to smile, but I can't keep crying

Like, oh
Always wanna leave, but I can't go home
Almost fell asleep, but I can't go broke
Hate the way it feels, but I can't let go, can't let go
No, I can't fuck up
Trying not to think, but I think too much
Trying not to move, but the world moves on
Starts to feel dizzy, but I can't let go
I can't let go, so

I'm fighting the feeling, but I can't keep trying
Wanna believe it but I can't keep lying
Thought about breathing but I'm undecided
It's harder to smile, but I can't keep crying

I can't-can't, can't keep crying
I can't-can't, can't keep crying
I can't-can't, can't keep crying
Can't keep crying, I can't keep—
I can't-can't, can't keep crying
I can't-can't, can't keep crying
I can't-can't, can't keep crying
Can't keep crying, I can't keep—