I'll try again to make something more of this

To loosen up and pretend like someone's listening

But these walls keep closing in

I'll try again to make something more of this

To loosen up and pretend like someone's listening

But these walls keep closing in

And I'll lie on the living room floor

Watch blades, on the ceiling fan rotate

Just like we did those weeks when we stayed up for days

A runaway picture

So goddamn tired of being afraid of everything

I'll never let myself feel again

It gets harder to pretend

That I'm content to watch the world fade in

I swear I'm gonna die like this

Spending holidays on the couch with the lights off

Hoping for something else

And I swear I'm gonna die like this

Spending holidays on the couch with the lights off

Hoping for something else

After it ends, I'll feel the weight of this

I'll loosen up and pretend like I'm not

as empty as I know I've ever been

And I'll lie on the living room floor

Steady state, watching reruns replay

Just like l've always done to feel some sense of me

A runaway picture

So goddamn tired of being afraid of everything

I'II never let myself feel again

It gets harder to pretend

That I'm content to watch the world fade in

I swear I'm gonna die like this

Spending holidays on the couch with the lights off

Hoping for something else

And I swear I'm gonna die like this

Spending holidays on the couch with the lights off

Hoping for something else